After the first allegations of child molestation pop king Michael Jackson felt so bad that he wanted to commit suicide. This was told Shana was Mangatal, who calls herself his former lover.
In his book of memoirs, “Michael and I: the Untold story of the secret love of Michael Jackson” (“Michael & Me: The Untold Story of Michael Jackson’s Secret Romance) Shana said that in 1993, when Jackson was first accused of child molestation, he told her that he didn’t want to live. Police led investigation, the tabloids invent different “sensation”, the paparazzi had been frightening, and he wanted peace.
“I was very afraid that he will do something with them. His depression had deepened, and he often repeated. he did not want to live,” said Shana. In the same year, because of exhaustion and nervous breakdown Michael cancelled their show in Bangkok.
It was so bad that Elizabeth Taylor flew in to be with him. After a month, he seemed relieved, but it was a bluff. His happy face was just a façade, but behind the fun was hiding the sadness and fatigue” — said Mangatal.
Ten years later Michael was again accused of sexual harassment, and in 2009 at age 50 he died of a drug overdose. Whether the charges are false, or the crime took place – until now nobody can tell, Michael took this secret to the grave.